My heart is heavy
the tears wont stop

MY vision is blurred from the tears..

my Cousin Marcie {who you all lovingly sent cards and presents and money to at Christmas time during the 30 days of Cards for Marcie event}
She isn't doing well right now, the tumor is choking a main blood vessel to her heart, she is very weak. unless a miracle happens very soon she will get her miracle in heaven, even though none of us want her to go, we all know it is the best thing for her. She is in hospital right now.
She was born with Spinal Bifida, has never walked in her life, had had more surgeries then i can count on one hand, has never lived a normal life, she has had a boyfriend and they would have gotten married but he passed away, she has had so much sadness in her life. So i am praying for her to have her miracle here or in heaven, where she will have a new body, new legs, and be able to walk and spend time on streets of gold.

and now i am crying again

Last night i had to do something that really hurt, i wont make it home before she is gone according to Dr's( her sister will be home this weekend instead of next month as per doctors), so i emailed her and did my good byes in an email, my heart broke and i shook with tears.. how can this be happening... didn't she go thru enough her whole life, she is just 29.

Life is so so unfair and we can ask Why all we want, but God has the answers and he dont always let things happen how we think they should happen.

Marcie is like a sister to our family, when i was home at christmas time we hugged each other and cried because we kinda knew that it would be the last time we could do that here on earth.

My heart is so heavy and i dont know what else to do at this point.

I appreciate prayers for her family and for her, lets just pray for God's will to be done in this situation, if its his will to heal her then we are thrilled, but either way she will get her miracle.

I love you so much Marcie and if you get the chance to read this, please know that you are my other sister and i love you so much. xox


  1. I'm praying for your miracle (for you and for your cousin!). I'm really sorry, Terri, that you and your family are going through this right now. Warm thoughts, big hug.


  2. I am sorry to hear about your cousin. The only thing I can say is that you should feel blessed to have her in your life and appreciate how lucky you are to know her.

  3. Thinking of you and your family. Such a hard time. Sending lots of prayers to Marcie and hugs to you.


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