ONE MONTH

 Dear Rachel,

August 31,marking one month since you left us, I find myself enveloped in a deep ache.  

A month of yearning to hear your laughter,

A month of missing our heartfelt conversations,

A month of longing for your presence.

Losing you has been the most agonizing experience of my life. It shattered me into countless fragments, yet I sense that you wouldn’t want me to remain in that place of darkness and despair. I’ve resolved to honor your memory by living as you did—with fervor and purpose, embodying the kindness that defined you. Though every day brings its share of sorrow, your impact has made me a better person, teaching me lessons I never imagined.

Because of you, I understand that becoming a sister and having a sister is an unparalleled joy.

Because of you, I’ve come to see life as a precious gift, despite its challenges. I know now that I can either embrace it fully or let it slip away, and I choose to cherish every moment.

Because of you, I’ve learned that love is a rare treasure. I strive to love with the same depth and sincerity that you did.

Because of you, I hold on to our cherished memories, carrying them with me always.

Because of you, I’ve realized that nothing in life is permanent. I commit to loving deeply and fiercely.

Because of you, I’ve discovered the value of patience and gentleness.

Because of you, I’m learning to release pain to make space for peace.

Because of you, I know that love endures beyond death.

Because of you, I actively seek the good in every situation. If I can’t find it, I try to create it.

Because of you, I live from a place of greater depth.

Because of you, I strive to be fully present in my life.

Because of you, I take countless pictures and videos to capture moments that matter.

Because of you, I cherish every blessing.

Because of you, I’ve discovered strength I never knew I had.

Because of you, I embrace life with gusto, laughter, and passion.

Because of you, our family has grown closer and stronger.

Because of you, I see that grief is love yearning for a place to go.

Because of you, I understand that living and loving are choices that infuse life with meaning.

Because of you, I believe in the possibility of joy and laughter beyond loss.

It is both an honor and a privilege to be your sister. I eagerly await the day we will be reunited. Thank you for the countless lessons you’ve imparted.

With all my love,

Your sister

Terri G